Dear Amanda,

So I asked permission to spend the night on Friday and everything is a go, except i got this crazy warning that I shouldn't make your house an escape anymore because obviously things at my host home are "fine" and ahhhhhhh. He's like, if i hear that it's a problem, i'll have to do something about it. And i told him that the reason I go to your house is because i like you. and he said that it isn't a concern with anyone else. and all i wanted to do was sock him in the face and tell him its because my host home sucks. it's all i can do to not be frustrated with him putting such limitations. he acts like if i start going over to your house its suddenly going to be like, OMG where is dorri? from the Halls when in all reality, i've been gone so much anyways they thought i have been going to your house. Argh. talk about needing a punching bag... or perhaps another self defense class? definitely.

on to different matters...girl time was so untalkative today. it was weird. and it seemed like Ashley was getting really frustrated. and Jaclyn's in a weird mood. So i just made a 25 point to-do list of things that i must accomplish today to keep my mind off things. after all, what good is it to just sit around and be frustrated, why not busy yourself, right?

i think that maria is keeping track of the food she's eating, and by the sneaky glances that i make her way i've noticed that it's no wonder she's so skinny. craziness.

anyways. i love you.
i wish there was no drama here.
it frustrates me.

omg, and you want to hear something funny? ok... so yesterday a few of us went over to the hess house before the turkey dinner at pastor steves.. and we watched the blindside, right? which was an amazing movie, btw. and then i came home after the dinner and heather was like, i've been waiting for you... i have a movie that you've never seen before... hahah can you guess what movie it was? That's right... the blindside. so i tried to stay awake to watch it with her and pretend that i'd never seen it.. but i was soo tired. so i fell asleep. so we're going to watch it someday. hahahah.
oh man.

k.
peace out.